It's been nearly two weeks since all of this went down and I'm feeling a little better. I'm not as depressed or saddened by all of this but I still miss and love her more than anything.
I went out to shoot a video for the DP's and that was fun. Got a lot off my mind and they were all extremely nice. Walking through Garden Walk though, I started to miss Jessica. I did a photoshoot for a couple there and I imagined taking her there one day and letting her have a spree.
The littlest things in life remind me of her. Monica IM'ed me and told me that she has strong feelings for me. But I had to deny her, I'm not ready to date again. Not unless I'll be dating Jessica. It sounds ignorant and stupid but I do think there's more out there. I just don't think there will be anyone like you.
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