I've just been caught up in all this mess that I haven't had the chance to keep up with my blogs.
Maybe she's right about us being together in the future, but I can't sit around and wait for that day to come, it hurts just too much.
She's happy now, that's all that matters. Maybe someday I'll find someone that'll make me happy, maybe not. All I know is that I can't just sit around anymore, there are bigger and better things out there and maybe Jessica is a part of all of that, maybe not. We'll just have to wait and see.
I blocked her from facebook, aim, you name it.
I figured its best for the both of us, if anything it's the best for me. I'll unblock her, but not now. It hurts too much to see everything that's going on that sometimes I think it's best to run away from everything.
I love you, Jessica. I always will.
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