You always were able to make sense or be logical in anything. But this time you're wrong. You say you're unimpressed with the person I turned out to be but honestly, you're all wrong. You've known me for 4 months now. I opened up my heart to you and you fell in love with the real me. I'm not this bad figure which just finally came out from under the bed. I made one mistake. Just one mistake and you assume I'm someone that I'm not all worked up to be? You want to break up with me, okay, fine. As long as you're happy with your decision then do as you please. But please, think about it... I messed up, that was my bad, I know it was. But that doesn't mean everybody in this world is perfect. I can't say there weren't times when I wanted to just rage at you because you pissed me off so much. But you know why I didn't? Because I love you so much I tell myself, "Who cares, I don't love her because of her flaws, I love her because of who she is as a whole." I know you cherish your private time and privacy more then anything, and I fucked up good by going into it. I shouldn't have, and I'll never again if all of this works out. It's not that I didn't trust you. I just did it.
Whether or not all of this turns out well, I'll wait for you. I promised you before and I'll promise you after that I'll wait for you. I promised you that we're gonna be together forever and I'm doing my best to keep that promise. Whether or not you want to is up to you. I'm crazy for you baby. It's not that I can't live without you. It's just I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
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