I wanna be your man.

It's impossible to turn back time and put things back to the way they were before. I fucked up. There's no hiding that... Even though we talked last night, I still feel as if I'm so close to loosing you. I don't want you loose you babe... I need you. For the past 3 months, I've thought, no, I've known that you're the only one for me. I'm the first one to last this long for you right? You're the only one that's even gotten this close to my heart.
Maybe I'm just overreacting and all of this really is no big deal, and that both of us was just having a bad day.

I love you a lot honey. I was so close to sending you the link to this blog last night, SO close. But I didn't... you never were really into the cheesy and corny stuff so I figured.. maybe another time.

Highlong's no big deal. Sure I might get jealous because you've known him longer, he's acquainted with your parents, and you can talk to him about your problems. It's not that I hate him though. I know him too, and he's a good guy. I trust you and I trust him... but I guess I've been acting so strange lately because I always look at what I want... not at what I have. You love me alot, I know that for a fact... but you just have your own way of showing it.

You've told me a few times already about how easy it is to have a guy fall for you, and then to break his heart. You can keep telling me but I won't be intimidated. You can break my heart 10 times and I'll still love you, and I'll still strive for your love. You promised me we're gonna be together forever... a promise is a promise. I'm gonna keep our love golden. I might've been strange and wierd the past few days but I'll be better for you. I'll give you my best.