Could go either way.

This could go either way... I can either be happy for the rest of my life, or incomplete.
It's ok if you don't want to talk to me. I was wrong, I was stupid, I was inconsiderate. But I was honest... Instead of pointing out how bad and how wrong I was, why couldn't you realize for me that I wanted to be honest with you. I wanted to be straight forward with you, I don't ever want to hide anything from you, whether it be good or bad. When people lie, they make up more and more lies to cover up that lie... I don't ever want to have to lie to you, I don't ever want to ever do anything that would hurt you.
Baby, I love you, I need you. I can't say it enough and I don't think I ever will. I'll do what it takes, whatever it takes to be better for you. Seeing your SN and not being able to click it is driving me crazy. I want to talk to you, but I know I'm the last person you want to talk to right now.
I slept well last night, I think tonight is another all-nighter.