Monday, July 13, 2009

The Thing In This World That Hurts The Most...

Nothing hurts more then the feeling I had last night. Any pain emotionally or physically was nothing compared to last night.
I felt so useless, all I did was sit there... Nothing hurts more then hearing the person you love the most break down. I wanted to do something, I wanted to comfort her, make her laugh, but I just couldn't; at the same time, I wanted to let her cry, let her release all those feelings that she's kept bottled up inside.
I promise you Jessica, I won't ever let anything bad happen to you again. I'll take care of you, and I'll protect you.
When I heard you cry, it was like a sharp stabbing to my heart, but I couldn't tell you to stop... I just couldn't. I don't know how many times you've cried like this at night, or how often you cry like this. But babe, I'm here for you, and I'll give you a happiness that will be worth a thousand times the number of tears you've shed. Believe in me.

I have no idea what to do right now.
You're only a click away, a phone call away.
You asked me not to talk to you, and so I'm going to respect that and give you the space you need. I just want you to know... it hurts to see your sn, to click on it and only look at it. I want to send you a message, but I can't. Understand how hard it is for me, cause baby I'm breaking down.

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