Monday, July 6, 2009

Jessica Le - May 29, 2009

"pretty things aren't always beautiful. but it doesn't mean they were trying to be pretty with all their might."

I guess she got me there when she said it... I don't know what else to say. I love her with all my heart but I have to let her go, I have to give her some space. We're not giving up though... she's just need space, and I'm going to respect that.

I promised you, I'll wait for you, and so I will. But if you loved me, why would you leave me for someone who has the potential to hurt you?

It sounds selfish, but if you loved me, why go on a break? I didn't cheat on you, I guess I was always eager to hear your voice, see your face, even just for a glimpse, whether it be on AIM or in person.

This is going to be hard for me, I have no idea when I'll be able to talk to you again and I have no idea if you would even accept me back into your life again. But I pray, and I'm hopeful.
Whenever you say "I love you." I feel as if I've caught Mewtwo with a Great ball. I feel so lucky because someone so special, so unique, so perfect loves me.

If I failed you this time around, give me a chance to be better, and I hope you know I try and I always try to be better for you. I shouldn't be so cocky and selfish, but I really do hope you come back to me... I miss you already and I know I'm bad at showing it to you.
It's going to be a painful break but I'll be strong, because I have faith in you.
I'm here waiting for you babe, I love you.

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