And I thought I was okay until the past few days.
I was at Seafood Cove with the Viet class and we ordered lobster and crab. I was instantly reminded of when Jessica and I went to her uncle's wedding. How I wasn't able to break open the lobster and Jessica sat there and opened up lobster legs for me and just put the lobster meat on my plate. I asked her why she did that and she said, "I like doing things for you, :)" that moment was so heartfelt and I've never felt like a real boyfriend to her until then.

I took a day off to myself at the block. I treated myself to two movies and lunch haha. Walking around it reminded me of when I went on a date with Jessica and Jennifer for her birthday. I remember going to Sweets from Heaven to buy candy for the movie and I remember the exact room and seat we sat in for watching Alice in Wonderland.

I was constantly reminded of her and I started to miss her more and more. I come to realize that she isn't coming back. That this is life and I have to accept it.